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balance

newly obsessed with j rice’s cover of pink’s just give me a reason :) been replaying it over and over again for the past two days haha it. is. so. good. and j rice followed me on twitter zomg x.x

was with merrill and cheryl last monday and tuesday haha omg i was just cockblocking the whole time. monday i just called up cheryl like ‘hi cheryl i’m hungryyyyyyyyyyyyy’ and basically whined to her till she agreed to come upper thomson to have supper with me. did i mention she was on a date with merrill LOL. had a lunch ice-cream date with cheryl the next day at merrill’s ice cream store HAHA slushy milkshake ew.

settled my plane tickets!! i was sooooo glad haha it was like shitloads of trouble but it’s okay now :)

lunch at platyplus with yihui on thursday! pasta was way too creamy i didn’t finish my portion whoopsie but okay for those of you who don’t mind cream, don’t bother about me haha i just have this aversion to creamy stuff.

had dinner with cheryl at secret recipe on friday their lasagne is so good *melts* and their banana chocolate cake too!! haven’t had it in ages hehe. actually i only went for the cake but upon discovering that they serve lasagne too…. :D merr came for a while and we sat at starbucks and watched bartenders make coffee omg watching them make the foam is so entertaining. and whobbling piles of whipped cream HAHA. okay we were just kinda tired and got high.

fever on saturday ._. i don’t even know where it came from like i woke up then suddenly *poof fever* and i went back to sleep. more or less slept through the day while occasionally waking up to eat a little bread cos i got too hungry and then going back to sleep.

went udders for pancakes and icecream and tauhuey shop after that for lunch on sunday hehe result of eating too little on saturday. food is really good for healing haha food and sleep! mugged a bit of SATs in the evening and cute guy sitting next to me in the library was super nice to me HAHA cheap thrills in my boring life srsly.

work ended early for me on monday cos the boy in the 7pm lesson didn’t come :D lunch at raffles place with yihui and cheryl on tuesday hehe PANINI IS GOOD having two friends interning in legal dept/law firm is fun :)) hearing about all the crazyass stuff that i don’t ever wanna touch ._.

collected parcels from the post office this morning and was still early by 30mins for work i am so proud of myself!! mugged bio/SATs the whole day okay it’s not as bad as it sounds hahaha actually it was pretty fun i was reading on austerity measures and eurozone crisis and george soros and stuff then i realised i needed to revise my biology shit cos i haven’t touched that since 2010 and my tabs from greece spain portugal became lysosomes exons stoma. yep exciting life indeed.

okay i should go sleep. reporting to work at yew tee at 9 tomorrow morning i love how my work gets me to travel everywhere from yishun to tiong bahru to pasir ris hooray. all in a day’s work.

time please slow down i have too many things to do. driving theory test next week. scholastic aptitude test 2 weeks after that. in between slot in all the biology shit. need to start booking driving lessons (hopefully) and final theory test. UNI APPS. time flies doesn’t it.

dreams happening in real life is pretty scary ._. like the other day i dreamed about the open house and pool table and the next day kaboomza.

i must be pretty hard to like

heard about results today well that’s a pretty big IN YOUR FACE hahahaha i’m glad :)

just had strawberries beancurd and egg tarts for supper okay i’m feeling slightly full

12 Apr 2013
00:34

appetites

weird dreams why am i dreaming of strange people my mind is not working properly :x

shopping is a painful chore they so rarely have clothes my size whyyyyyyyyyy

did an essay for s.a.t. and was so proud of myself that i slacked the rest of today off well done rumin well done!

had ding tai feng for dinner it was horrible why do people rave about dtf as though it is the best restaurant on earth. only things nice were the fried rice and the noodles whatever happened to the dimsum that everyone is crazy over

went out with band yesterday :)) dropped in during band prac okay i’m prepared for the concert HAHA so nice to see the juniors :)) wrote on justin’s birthday card but wasn’t there when he got it so idk what was his response like haha oh wells. seoul garden for lunch!! it was great :> food is greart :>

hoping that i get my plane tickets with no more hitches!! so hopefully by thursday i’d be holding on to my tickets and ready to set off :)) 

dilemma now between working less to leave more time to study for s.a.t and working more to get enough $$ for the trip sigh :x suppose i’ll work less now till the trip then spam work after that since i’d have little things to do then!

have to learn spanish french japanese on top of maintaining/improving my english and also hopefully not forget mandarin and dialect i wish my brain the best of luck!

getting more and more certain that i should go there for university yay

should we be glad that it happened or sad that it’s over

31 Mar 2013
23:37

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roadblocks

lost

thought i’d be having more direction now that most of it is settled bUT NO I AM SO LOST like idk what i wanna do for uni and where i wanna go for uni and yes i’m seriously considering law now like wtf is happening to me

went mink last last wednesday with yihui and cheryl and it was interesting okay so her cousin works there so they just let us in with free drink passes and we had seats around this table woots the orange juice was nice but of course they had to add alcohol like why are you at a club without having alcohol right but vodka wasn’t that nice i rather rum hehe anw yihui was gone by the end of the night cher was slightly tipsy i guess haha i was like fine since i drank so little but it was an interesting night all the same haha

met cheryl on friday night that girl…. well fifteen months is fifteen months!! p2 and p3 kids on saturday morning is not good for my health hurhur okay p5 p6 kids on the following monday and tuesday morning was much better but 4 hour lessons were not good for me okay monday was full day teaching so i was on a chair for like 3 hours in the entire day my legs are gonna get buff. and monday morning the teacher was such a bitch okay she freaking changed her mind the last minute and scolded me for not following through like excuse me i wasn’t even given a heads up?? did a bit of coaching on tuesday evening haha it’s different from classroom teaching i guess!

ice cream with cher and merr on tue night at the flyer wheeeeee ^^ i’m forever scamming merr HAHA SORRY FRIEND anw it was a good night out and had a good talk over the phone with jo so it was a good day i guess!

thursday had coaching again and i swear i’m just rotting away in the office cos i don’t have a computer anymore ): but okay la at least my eyesight won’t get worse haha staring at the screen for 8 hours a day is kind of bad… in every possible sense.

friday was FREAKING AMUSING okay went to school in the morning to the UK fair in school and looked around haha now i’m kind of interested in UK schools aiyoh but okay i think i’ll still apply through naviance and ucas towards the end of this year :)) (srsly why am i even considering law??) met aaron at the fair haha have never really talked to him but ya chatted a bit about uni apps it gets more and more stressful every time i talk about it but haha okay. and also i’m seriously considering UK unis now like okay i can go fuck myself TOO MANY OPTIONS helpz ): 

anyways nope that wasn’t the amusing part yet but the fair was quite nice la (: went to bugis and yihui went off for her IE interview and i finished one SAT paper in the mean time so proud of myself can!! but also quite fucked cos i scored like 2100 for the paper whoopsie haha i will DIE with that score if i’m applying for US ): green tea latte is my hands down favourite drink.

JASON CHEN WAS HAVING SING AND MEET SESSION BUT I HAD TO GO FOR JAP LESSON AND COULDN’T GO FML

lesson was fine we were dealing with numbers YAY NUMBERS like how to tell time and stuff haha it’s so much like chinese so it wasn’t too hard!

and then we ran into cai wei and cheryl on the train home i bet everyone else thought we were weirdos cos we were like enthusiastically waving to one another across the train doors and then the doors miraculously opened so we kind of just zoomed to each other HAHA okay FULL WEIRDO MODE ON (trying not to use ‘went full retard’ because of the ableism slur thing but the other one sounds more normal but okay i guess that actually shows how used we are to using retard as an insult that it actually sounds normal to use it as an insult) that was like the highlight of the day man haha!

also found out that my parcels have been waiting for me at the post office for a week or so this is like the best news i’d heard in a long while wheeeee

in other news i overslept on saturday morning and the post office had already closed so i have to get it on tuesday morning now

today went something like this
0530 wake up
0530 decide on what to eat for breakfast for 3 hours
0830 breakfast
0930 finish breakfast and went back to sleep
1430 wake up
1430 laze around the house and read half-read letters and random articles lying around
1800 dinner
2000 back from dinner to look at more uni apps and stuff
2230 here

what if i took a road trip
from liberia to san jose

you’ve long gone and moved on

24 Mar 2013
22:35

"Y. That perfect letter. The wishbone, fork in the road, empty wineglass. The question we ask over and over."

- Marjorie Celona, Y. (via loveyourchaos)

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obtrude:

close your eyes by sseana on Flickr.

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fretting

went out with yihui cheryl and xueling last wednesday ^^ went for dinner at swensens (lasagna!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) and mani haha got french mani :> been wanting to do french mani for ages but haven’t got the chance to! i really think i should just stick with gelish normal mani is so ugly when it starts coming out ):

thursday was a bad day sigh i got scolded by taxi driver who sarcastically went ‘i have to follow the road you want to take so i cannot change road’ wtf freaking bastard like yes i suggested the route but shouldn’t you tell me which roads may be congested and what not go fuck yourself thanks. just got annoyed by everyone that day haha neighbour came to piss me off too like wtf i am going to get my own house next time with my own land so that no one can come piss the shit out of me. at least not in hdbs wtf. thereafter conclude level of y is strongly positively correlated with level of intelligence.

results on friday :)))) yihui and i wore the same shirt HAHA it wasn’t exactly planned but we happened to tell each other what we were gonna wear beforehand and we were too lazy to change so. HAHAHAHA. okay la i didn’t do well but i got acac/a for pcme/gp which is not terrible either haha heck la good enough for me. need to gear up for sats!! went timbre after that with yihui haha had a whiskey and half a beer and i couldn’t take it anymore :x really cannot drink. that crazy girl had four drinks which was crazy cos two of them were double shots ._. was spouting nonsense by the time we were done zomg haha but i like the atmosphere there :))

on a more sentimental note i met and talked to a few people i haven’t seen in a long while and i think it was mutual knowledge that we might not get to see each other ever again. no more reasons to keep each other in our lives i guess. you have your own friends and i have mine. they don’t mix at all so what’s the point. a little sad but it’s bound to happen sooner or later right haha. i think i’ll really miss the atmosphere here but it’s not exactly a bad thing either :)

went to smu open house on saturday with yihui it was quite useful i think O: but i would have preferred if i wasn’t given the option at all :/ went back to work after that for a while haha mom and bro came over and the three of us shared two pints of ice cream like we finished it all.

out with cheryl on sunday we bowled :D my all time high scores HAHA never scored above 60 in my life man and i averaged 80 for 4 rounds cheryl was like zomg what’s happening HAHAHAHAHA cos she’s never lost to me before. not once in our 4 years of friendship lolololol. shopped around marina square suntect area and there was nothing good sigh. went home and fell asleep at freaking 7 can you believe it ._.

didn’t set alarm —> late for work on monday tada. stuff happens when you’re me and it’s usually not the good kind. i slept 13 hours till 8am ._. anyway i was a little annoyed cos the receptionist at the clinic said the doc who does the blood test would be in on that afternoon and i need my checkup done asap so i told my boss i had to go for checkup but in the end she mixed up the dates and he wasn’t in so i went off early for nothing!! only thing good was that i was supposed to be meeting cheryl and merrill in the evening for dinner so i could rest for a while at home but still )<

it was an interesting meeting haha had dinner at pastamania first those two took so long to come i thought they were xxxxxxxx but turns out they thought i wanna go orchard so they were halfway to orchard and then cheryl kindly called and realised i was at dhoby waiting for them already HAHA blur too. gossip-catchup session lawlz found out so many things i shouldn’t be knowing I SHOULD STOP TRUSTING PEOPLE just saying. but like really did you wanted to lie to me or are you just delusional??  should have totally called joel along but i have no idea where he is now lol haven’t talked to him in such a long time. went for supper at udders thanks to my suggestion after which cheryl went home cos we were at novena anyway and merrill and i went for supper round two at thomson HAHAHA i think he’s the first to not stop me from eating?? i think cos if i’m out late it’s always with girls and they’ll be like STOP EATING, RUMIN hahahaha whoops. food and company were both great haha interesting conversation we had over tauhuey! got home at like one thank god i’m not staying with parents lawlz.

tuesday and wednesday went to yishun to take students they were really good with numbers O:

went out with liwen xueling yihui and cheryl on wednesday too at amk haha i think i’ve been going out too much :p anyways found liwen just in time for my phone to die heh. hawker food is :/ but i’ve been spending way too much and i haven’t even been spending on anything other than food and transport!! besides my two new bottles of nail polish how am i gonna save money like this??

was at school this morning to see college admission counsellors idk what i want to do with my life ): cross my fingers and hope my sats/recommendations/letters get me to where i want to go please. class was entertaining as usual. after lesson ended my sec ones started teaching me jap hahahahahaha why are my students so cute! talked on the phone for like an hour with yihui cos that girl was freaking out about uni apps :/ idk what kind of journey she’d be going through to get to her goal but i hope it’s one worthwhile.

by the way i think i am slightly allergic to alcohol ._. fuck my life.

how else are you gonna start on a new chapter if you don’t close the last one

8 Mar 2013
04:13

(via thisisnotgoingasplanned)

lessons

1. never ever buy bodycon dresses because NOTHING FITS ME baggy ttm and if i buy too small i’ll be looking like a tramp cos it’s so short

2. write a book out of cheryl’s epic moments and it will become a bestseller and be made into an epic movie and i will be rich “i left my laundry in the washer cos i forgot how to open it” “why are there so many boys here??? (while in a boys school)” ” *water sprouts out of nose cos she’s laughing too damn hard* ” ” *twenty minutes before model UN reporting time and she’s wrestling with her closet* rumin how do i put on the skirt?!?!?!” “i can’t find my concert ticket!! (me: is it in your bin) what are you talking about how can it be- oh i found it in my bin” but do NOT ever argue with her she’s is your best debater so don’t even think of it

3. teaching can be quite fun haha the students can be so nice. looking forward to getting my pay so that my bank account doesn’t look so empty!! march is cominggggg (:

4. friday 1 march is results day haha fuck.

5. i should stop shopping online for shoes like they all look so nice i’m spending hell lot of an effort to stop myself from buying them or all my money is gonna turn into shoes soon

satisfied my sourdough craving yesterday ^^ and cheryl the bimbo is back in town and accompanied to swensens wheeee and more good food coming up the next few days i’m looking forward to it

woke up this morning with 73 messages from the friends THANKS GUYS i thought some emergency happened and i missed everything and was in deep shit

first time in a MONTH that i’m texting girls besides yihui haha i see my chat records and i’m like dafuq. last girl was in january for alps meeting like was texting mel about it. my chat records are sad okay. and most of them end 14 feb cos all of them booked in by then -.- so i’ve only texted yihui for the past 2 weeks cept for work stuff HAHA no life ttm. but if i’m not working i don’t really have anything to do also sighpie i wanna try another job leh haha like for fun. smtg that i can do outside my current working hours which are crazy btw like 48 hours a week haha so i think kinda hard to find a second job ): a bit boring to stick to just one haha oh wells

why do i still feel as though i’m in school haha might have got to do with looking at reference books and studying everyday sigh i think my eyesight is getting worse ): how ): bleh.

where is my closure ):

26 Feb 2013
23:56

time flies

never thought time would pass so quickly now i can’t believe this ._.

work has been kind! shadowed a few classes and did some on my own. coaching tmr and met one of my classes today haha the kids are quite funny :) second lesson at pv was a nightmare the kids started fighting ._. thankful that i’m switching schools haha!

jap lesson was quite fun the teacher is damn cute haha! as in behavious wise (it’s a she) but there’s this woman in class that i cannot stand she just acts as if she knows everything alr like why are you still here then??? -.- 

signed up for sats and btt and service trip all in one go wheeee please let there be enough people for the program so that it can run!! like praying hard haha if all goes well i’ll be in costa rica for june and july so keeping my fingers crossed :3 (please inbox me for the link if interested!!)

21 Feb 2013
23:49